Part 2 - I've been missing in part due to the antibiotics from the jaw infection (see the last journal) killing the flora in my belly and permitting a nasty resistant strain of bacteria to take over my tummy. It's made me even sicker than before. I've been in the hospital several times and was admitted with sepsis and a high grade fever that's just left me flat. I have been on three different doses of new antibiotics to try and kill the infection and it seems to be returning again.

I have been so sick it's insane. My husband was laid off and his new job (that was supposed to be full time) indirectly fired him by not giving him any hours. The owner completely avoided him when he came in to ask bout it several day in a row. So now he's working part time at yet another job but yeah it's just fucking brutal all over.

I've been feeling super unwell these past few days and I'm slowly becoming convinced that the infection is back for the third round - and we can't afford the antibiotics that I need to cure it, since the bacteria seem to have adapted to the current ones I'm on (which apparently, after long doses like I've been on - can kill you because they're actually carcinogenic).

I really don't know what I'm going to fucking do.

At any rate - while I was in the hospital, I drew a picture which I will post here. It's not furry, but you might enjoy it.

It was a commission that someone backed out of at the last moment and didn't pay for. Nice of him.