Well it's my birthday in about 8 days.. (Aug, 29th) I can't say I'm looking forward to it. I'm turning 22 and still have no goals. I think it partly has to do with the fact that I'm online to much. I really need to get myself into gear and do something with my life, but I'm so undecided. Maybe it will come to me at the bar when I'm getting my birthday drinks.

I don't think I will be celebrating with family because none of them are vary supporting. For my friends online I thank you. Even knowing that the internet can take from my time in real life I like to think that without all of you I might be somewhere even worst. The area I live in makes the temptation of drugs and drinking really hard to pass, and without all of you and the net I shutter to think what could have happened to me.

So in short I guess its not all bad, and I will figure something out. Thank you all again for being my friend and I'm sure I will have a happy birthday. Cheers