I'm severely depressed.
I barely have any friends. Every time I try to be good friends with someone. Even online, I start being annoying on accident and no one really wants to get to know me.
I'm just a random page on FA
Iv been trying everything I know how to do to get popular on FA and in the furry fandom. Nothing works though.
People fade me out over time.
My artwork isn't anything special to anyone
Art is what I do. I do it practically every day. I post about 1/25th of what i sketch on to FA.
But im bad at it. No one likes it too much. I dont know why. I try and make it cute. I try and make it interesting. But people find it bland

After so long of trying as hard as I can at being popular. and working at art every day.
I just feel like quitting. No more art. No more FA.
But where does that leave me? I feel so lost and scared. I dont know were to go
I don't know what to do. I feel so alone.

My mate truelly loves. maybe ill just hide away with him. were no one will ever know us... I can only see him once a week though.
the rest of the week I feel scared and worthless.
I can't do the one thing i love... art. so what do I do. what job do i get? fast food....?