Yep I am gonna die alone
15 years ago
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Sit here staring at the screen and just depression washed over me. I am single and alone and don't have anyone to call my own. Last few relationships I had were distant and had to basically twist arms to get them to do cons. Hate dating outside the fandom becauseto me it would not work well since I am in the fandom too much with my art. So I am gonna to die alone.
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I'm perfectly happy being alone.
...Buy a cat?
Hmmmm...
What about that cute tiger doe you had?
Every time I've met you, I've been charmed with your good heart, sense of duty, and easygoing attitude.
I know it's not easy to keep up that when you have insecurities hitting you. I also know we all can't be our best 100% of the time.
I think we both know insecurities won't get you to the endline-- being the person you have been, will. And no, it's not easy.
I don't think anybody knows what life has in store for them-- maybe you'll have to date outside the fandom. Maybe the right people would understand and treat your cons like business trips. Maybe the right person would gladly join the fandom once they found out about it through you.
I hope you can get out there enough, though. Being very patient with Dating websites... Going out to meets that revolve around your interests (fetlife.com ? Furmeets?)
Every relationship you have will end until you have one that doesn't. If you can't believe in yourself, believe in me who believes in you. :x <3
that title "i am gonna die alone"...
why dont try asking yourself "i want to die alone?"
Start slow brother tiger, start slow and you too can have a harem of fine ass bitches who want to bear your children.
Or just one very special babe who thinks the world of you. Whichever you prefer.
CARPE DEUM! SEIZE THE CARP! lol
I use to think the exact same thing. I had been alone for my entire life. Hell I was a virgin until I finally met my soulmate back at the end of 2006. I'm 32.
I always just accepted that I would die alone. I would be alone forever and there was nothing I could do about it.
I met one person whom i thought was right, and it turned out horribly (i even moved from ky to ca to be with him). he ended up getting involved with someone else without telling me we were through.
Then I moved in with a friend in another state and that is when I met my soulmate online. It took me about 3 months to decide to move in with him. We have now been together for 4 years as of october 12.
So, just because things look bleak, doesnt mean something wont happen. I wasnt even trying to find love anymore when I met my soulmate, it just kind of happened. This is why my slogan is 'Love is hard to find. No matter how much you look for it, you won't find it, ever. However, if you stop looking, Love will find you.'
Basically, dont give up yet, but do take a step back and just let it happen.
Being alone is not all that bad. I for one welcome my re-instated solitude.
Just find someone who'll accept your quirks and be done with it.