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Fighting the Urge
18 years ago
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Second week back to school.. It STILL FUCKING S U C K S... Not only are my headaches getting worse, but I'm ending up with allergies too... The the having to drive, school, work, homework, then start the day over again is just stressing me out beyond belief. Here's how much it's stressing me out... I smoked about 4-6 cigarettes a day. In the two weeks I've started back to school, I'm smoking almost a whole damn pack a day to chill my nerves.. But lately, it's just getting worse. I told my friend if it gets any worse, I'm gonna end up returning to my old habits (i.e. cutting), as much as I don't want to.. but it always helped the stress for some reason.. T_T
I'm hoping to get to talk to my bro tho. I REALLY want to let out to someone. I wanna tell someone in my family about my girlfriend, and all the crap I'm putting up with. Someone I can trust. The only person I know of is my brother. I don't blame him for getting out of the house ASAP. I got fucking grounded for staying out too late, and I'm freakin 19! Good god... *sighs in exhaustion and curls in the corner*
I'm hoping to get to talk to my bro tho. I REALLY want to let out to someone. I wanna tell someone in my family about my girlfriend, and all the crap I'm putting up with. Someone I can trust. The only person I know of is my brother. I don't blame him for getting out of the house ASAP. I got fucking grounded for staying out too late, and I'm freakin 19! Good god... *sighs in exhaustion and curls in the corner*
mmm perhaps you could look into moving into an apartment close to school with a couple of roommates. smoking and cutting aren't really an answer to stress relief they're just a distraction to any real prob... If you like art perhaps wheel thrown pottery could help...or painting listening to some tunes... or walking through the woods.... mmmm wish I could help more lady