I dont know what to do anymore, im confused,im depressed, stressed, only to turn to no one,i might be going crazy, i think i need help, or something. i just neded to post this somewhere, no one else will listen, or care, everyone blocks. My problems afffect everyone around me, pushing them away until im alone, when im sad i have no one to turn to, so i just hold it in, i wish i had my mom, she'd always listen, and try to make me feel better, no matter what.... call me emo, but i feel depressed, and there is no one there to help or care, or ask, they all gave up on me, i pushed them to far, i did something wrong, i guess....i need to control my anger...and..i need brains..im as dumb as a doornob, and people just laugh...im the devil, i am satan, i am a curse, i am somebody..who is in the dark....searching for help,or atleast an open ear. this is tears talking, yes i am crying when typing this, i dont care what anyone says, i am a human being, typing to relief some depression, some of you are..already hurt by me, i am sorry, i dont mena it, my shirt is soaked in tears, and i dont know what to do anymore, im slowly going crazy, and and i dont know what to say, i am a emo,dumb ass, yes i deserve to die,i believe i do,im not doing this to get pity


~~~~~~~~~Leelee