I already know im not going to get much of a responcesout of this journal, i never do , but none the lease i should post a journal anyways. The holidays are suppose to be days of joy,giving, happyness. I hate to talk like one of those depressed and feel like there lifes dont matter.

Yet for som reason the holidays seem to make me feel alone. Its a emotion or state of mind that makes me feel like there could be more, but i just can't see the signs. You know what that feelings like right? Well there is no reason to respond to this, just a loner ranting about his weeks off. Sorry about waste of time this is.