I have had a very up and down day. I went to the monthly GLBT meeting at my college and they had a speaker for Youth Pride, a organisation dedicated to helping GLBT 13~25 year olds in various aspects. I have been meaning to go for myself just to see what it was about, but time and such have kept me from doing so. Anyway, I talked to the director who came to speak and they said they were looking for someone who would be willing to give time to do IT work, due to the fact that apparently kids have been surfing porn in their small computer lab. I gave him my email and he said he would send me a message with more details. I'm super happy about perhaps being able to put my skills to use finally. I'm hoping I can also learn to become a little more social through the program and perhaps talk to one of the free therapists to perhaps work out a few internal struggles I have had for a long time.

I did have to walk home in the pouring rain with out an umbrella though because of the stupid GA weather, which made me feel like crap because it was humid and wet.

Now for the down part. I have realized that yet again my father will never accept who I am. Those of you who know me well enough know I'm not especially close to my parents, but for some reason it still hurts more then I think it should. I'm lost as far as how I am supposed to handle that situation.

I dun know, I just felt the need to get it off my chest. Anyone have any thoughts or advice?