Something to be grateful about
15 years ago
Man desire individuality yet world desire equality. I just love the irony As years goes by. Well only 1 and a half year strictly speaking.
So much have happened. But one thing remain the same is that I was really lucky to have meet you all. These great friends which have been good to me. But somehow I felt like I haven't been good enough.
Only by losing them now. I realize I haven't been paying attention to them. I thought they might not need me at all and they have enough people who care for them. But only to know I just as much as anyone beside them. But will my voices be heard and matter to them? I never know that. But at least I should try not?
Just remember not to give up on anyone yet. When we lose it only then we will know what they meant to us. Cherish them before they're gone. No one last forever.
People care but only when we are in return. If we have been absent for too long. Time will take our place and that's inevitable. Friendships need to be maintain both way, If we cannot do it never expect others to be able to. If something needed to be said. Made sure it was never being left out. Misunderstanding is sad and painful.
It's not that I don't want to talk. But sometimes. I just don't know what I can say for it to meant something and not just a patronizing words. I am sorry and thank you to have been kind to me. If you left because of just few who had hurt you then you have thrown away who is still care about you behind. Isn't what you did same as them who had hurt you?
Losing a friends to me is same as losing a part of my world.
So much have happened. But one thing remain the same is that I was really lucky to have meet you all. These great friends which have been good to me. But somehow I felt like I haven't been good enough.
Only by losing them now. I realize I haven't been paying attention to them. I thought they might not need me at all and they have enough people who care for them. But only to know I just as much as anyone beside them. But will my voices be heard and matter to them? I never know that. But at least I should try not?
Just remember not to give up on anyone yet. When we lose it only then we will know what they meant to us. Cherish them before they're gone. No one last forever.
People care but only when we are in return. If we have been absent for too long. Time will take our place and that's inevitable. Friendships need to be maintain both way, If we cannot do it never expect others to be able to. If something needed to be said. Made sure it was never being left out. Misunderstanding is sad and painful.
It's not that I don't want to talk. But sometimes. I just don't know what I can say for it to meant something and not just a patronizing words. I am sorry and thank you to have been kind to me. If you left because of just few who had hurt you then you have thrown away who is still care about you behind. Isn't what you did same as them who had hurt you?
Losing a friends to me is same as losing a part of my world.
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Keep trying malk, you can make and keep as many friends as you wish. And keep in mind that friends come in seasons, and for some if not most departure is unavoidable.
*hugs*
People are one of thee most chaotic elements in this world
Often times they act without reason or sense
Many more times we cannot change their aimless course
Wether we are here or there, wild or silent
Seldom will our actions change a deadset goal
Leaving the only option of passive hope
For active pursuit of those that left seldom less ends well
Hang tight, Malkheus. No matter how many people leave there will always be people that won't leave your side for the world.
I'm here for ya, and no matter how much work I have breathing down my neck I'll always have time to help, even if its just to listen.
Never try to stomach tough thoughts alone, its bad for most people.
That's is a great poem. It portray the people perfectly.. maybe even me. We meet people but we can't change their fate. Maybe just some of their thoughts and way to some degree.
I am happy to hear that Maoku *nod* No hug I remember hehe and I will be here too if you ever need something. I will be here *smile* Just having someone to read my stuff I am already happy. But remember to take some time to relax yourself too lol
If one carry too much of those heavy thought. Somewhere inside will slowly began to twisted.