Keep in mind that I am drinking at the moment, so hopefully I will make sense lol. I'm kinda depressed at the moment cause of certain situations that I can't really discuss on here.... Except for one.... My marriage.... It's a bit of an odd situation that happened about a year ago and it's started with a conversation that I had when my husband called me about 6 months before.... I was talking to him and he had asked me a hypothetical question. What would you do if I became female? I am bi, but I just didn't know what I was gonna do if he were to do something like that. In any case I went ahead and found out that he had taken female hormones to grow breasts. When I found this out I didn't know what to think.... What was worse was I had found out when he came to visit me for my birthday. I had asked a friend of mine to go ahead and give me a ride there and the first thing that I was drawn to were his B sized breasts. O.O I had to admit that I didn't know what to think and the like. The kicker of this story is the fact that he is in the US Navy.

I don't know why I even thought of it around this time of year, but it's true. I do have to admit that with the exception of like 1-3 years of my life I haven't had a good Christmas. One thing or another has come up and ruined it, but go figure. I've had a rough life and I'm been through hell and back, but there is one thing that keeps me going. My friends. I am thankful for them and I do want to thank you all for cheering me up when I'm down and helping me out when I needed it.