My uncle passed away today from alcohol poisoning. I have a wide range of emotions running through my head.

I'm sad my uncle's not here anymore, I'm crushed for my grandmother and mother, I'm pissed at my uncle for his stupid life choices, I'm heartbroken for myself... my uncle, despite his failings, was a human being and he was blood.

I spoke with him earlier today, a few hours before he died. I asked him how he was doing, and he said he was doing great, only way he could be better is if he was in Heaven. I honestly hope he is right now.