I dress like how I feel Finally. I like that I’m pale. I like the way I look.

My room is the most minimal thing I’ve seen that’s not in a magazine. It is all that I’ve ever wanted.

I am Happy. I’m sorry it took so long. I’m sorry I’m still a douchebag. I’m not sorry that I am me.

I didn’t own a single apple product until 2010. This includes Ipods.

I have a poster in my room that is the colour black. Only Black.

My 10 favourite bands are, in order: Gorillaz, Portishead, Mogwai, Marilyn Manson, Crystal Castles, Radiohead, Aesop Rock, DOOM, Kanye West, Placebo.

My 3 Favourite Songs, in order: Roads, Travel Is Dangerous, Daylight

My 5 Favourite Records, in order: Mechanical Animals, Dummy, Demon Days, Mr. Beast, Crystal Castles (2010)

I am an Artist

I love blurriness.

My room is filled with sanitizer bottles.

I finally have a studio and a reliable music source. Thank you.

I purchased a billy bookcase to show the things I collect. 2 shelves for Kidrobot. 2 Shelves for Books. 1 Shelf for records. Records are tiny.

I was kicked out of school in grade 12, and I came back the next year and succesfully graduated. That is the most embarassing thing in my life. It makes me feel like people think I’m stupid.

I put a specific amount of effort into letting people think that i’m awkward and ‘unfunny’ because both things make people laugh. I ‘overreact’ to a lot of things because it makes people laugh. I am an actor in everyday life and i’ve never been mentioned in a gossip rag once. I think it’s fucking hilarious that people think I’m unfunny even though they’re laughing.

I like to write these lists. It makes me remember my priorities.

I am alive. I am striving. I am pushing forward every moment of my life. I am amazing. I am stepping forward in ways I’ve never thought I could. I have genuine friends, family, fans and fun. I have gotten to where I am without stepping on anyone. I’ve faltered along my path but I’ve smiled and accepted it.

I am going to be great.

I am going to do what I want.

I will be famous.

I don’t know if she’s noticed, but everything that I’ve ever released has been dedicated to my sister.

I hope she notices.

I love you all.