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Nervous breakdown
15 years ago
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This ain't no bullshit!
Oh fuck, not again!
It's midnight right now, and I can't sleep. I'm wide awake, and I'm currently going through a huge nervous breakdown.
Recently, I've been having social problems. Whether it be among people I know, classmates, and even family, I'm always the third wheel. ALWAYS. Most of the time I just hang in the back, left to my own devices and not acknowledged by anyone unless I'm left alone with one person. I've been talking less and less, and I almost stopped posting on forums entirely, since no one acknowledges any of my posts or threads. It's like I don't exist!
To top it all off, I barely speak now. I don't share any interests with any of my colleagues or family, and no one really cares about anything I have to say. My daily conversations have dissolved down to generic small talk, and even that is massively strained.
I don't know what the hell is going on with me. Is it because it's getting to the end of the year, which never works out for me, or is there something worse going on? I hate feeling like this. I hate it so much! I know people don't like to hear others whine about personal life crap, and I try my damndest never to bring it up, but it's cracking. No matter how much I try to relax, I feel smothered, suppressed, and claustrophobic. I really need a hug or something right now. Anything to help me relax!
It's midnight right now, and I can't sleep. I'm wide awake, and I'm currently going through a huge nervous breakdown.
Recently, I've been having social problems. Whether it be among people I know, classmates, and even family, I'm always the third wheel. ALWAYS. Most of the time I just hang in the back, left to my own devices and not acknowledged by anyone unless I'm left alone with one person. I've been talking less and less, and I almost stopped posting on forums entirely, since no one acknowledges any of my posts or threads. It's like I don't exist!
To top it all off, I barely speak now. I don't share any interests with any of my colleagues or family, and no one really cares about anything I have to say. My daily conversations have dissolved down to generic small talk, and even that is massively strained.
I don't know what the hell is going on with me. Is it because it's getting to the end of the year, which never works out for me, or is there something worse going on? I hate feeling like this. I hate it so much! I know people don't like to hear others whine about personal life crap, and I try my damndest never to bring it up, but it's cracking. No matter how much I try to relax, I feel smothered, suppressed, and claustrophobic. I really need a hug or something right now. Anything to help me relax!
1: Be more outspoken.
2: get used to the solitude.
Really, there is little else you can do, but you're not invisible.
What I would suggest is to try and get involved in a game, book, writing, gaming, or role playing club and try and meet new people.
and about the forums, do not worry about no one ever acknowledging you on forums, most forums are for the trolls.