What have my actions told you about me?

This isn't a soapbox or a rant, but I need to know. Please, no sympathy posts, I need serious answers. And the last thing I need to hear is "don't worry about it, just be yourself".

Please, please, please answer this.

Edit: I need to know how I've been to you guys - How I am perceived. I want to know if what I say matches what I do, and if not, what I've done that's wrong. I want to know if I've led people on, or if I've used people, or at least, made them feel that way. I want to know what I could have done to change this, but perhaps more so, what I could do to change myself in the future.

Edit: Also, I'm going to be off my IMs and such for the week.