Kind of a random thing for me to write about, but thanks to a talk I've had with a friend its been circulating through my mind. I love water, in all forms. Rain, mist, ocean, lake, bottled, ice, I love it all. I find a conection with water in the way I can change and yet stay the same person at my core, water can be poured into different shaped containers and yet still be water. I love snow because unlike rain it stays around for longer periods of time instead of just evaporating on a sunny day. Thats kind of my reason for being ass backwards about my moods in the rain vs the sun. I can actually get depressed if its to sunny out, like sunny to a point where everything is dry and you constantly have to be drinking some thing. I am always drinking as is, but I hate getting super dry. There is water every where here right now, got warm and most of the snow melted, so everything is damp.

The other thing about me thats like water is how I love. I feel that sometime I can bring life to people by just being as loving as I can be, and can cool them dwon when they are steamed up. But I never love in the same way every time, and that can be good and bad. It can be good like in the ways I have allready said, but bad when I give to much, then I can be like a tsunami headed for a small island. Thing is, I don't know when I flowing to much half the time, and I always have my emotions going, like a never ending rain.

I'm honestly not so sure why I typed this, but I feel happy for typing it out.