Inactivity
15 years ago
CopyPasted from my dA journal~
I'm gonna be taking a breakkk..I don't know how long i'll be inactive for. Could be days, weeks, months.. Hell, I might not even come back at all. I don't know. Depends on whether things brighten up soon.
I've been thinking about this for a while. I need to get away, really badly. Things could be fixed in a few days, or it could take even longer. I don't even know anymore. Everything is messed up.
Theres a lot of shit going on irl. Like, a lot of problems that i've been keeping to myself because they're better off that way. I don't need things getting any worse because it's already so overwhelming.
Coming online and talking to my friends feels more like a chore nowadays than something that I really want to do. Theres certain people who I love talking to, and who I can have laughs with..Hell, shit recently has made me get closer to a few people. I really like how things have turned that way, at least..But i'm sick of the bitching, i'm sick of the fighting and i'm sick of the drama. I need out for a while.
It would be pathetic if I said that I wouldn't be missed. But it stings as i'm beginning to realise that those people who I love so much, might not even care if I walked away.
I'm sorry to place that burden on some of you people. Sometimes I just really need people to talk to and I hoped so much that it wouldn't be a problem.
So, yep. You may even catch me online on msn or skype, or if you drop me a note or something i'd get back to it when I can. I'm prolly only gonna come on the computer to drop people lines to let them know how i'm doing and how they're doing and do my coursework for college and shit.
Later guise~ <3
I still love you. I understand if you don't love me anymore. I understand that shit is difficult. I don't even expect you to miss me. But i've got the hint, okay? I'll back off and leave you to it. I'm really sorry. I'll miss you more than you can understand.
I'm gonna be taking a breakkk..I don't know how long i'll be inactive for. Could be days, weeks, months.. Hell, I might not even come back at all. I don't know. Depends on whether things brighten up soon.
I've been thinking about this for a while. I need to get away, really badly. Things could be fixed in a few days, or it could take even longer. I don't even know anymore. Everything is messed up.
Theres a lot of shit going on irl. Like, a lot of problems that i've been keeping to myself because they're better off that way. I don't need things getting any worse because it's already so overwhelming.
Coming online and talking to my friends feels more like a chore nowadays than something that I really want to do. Theres certain people who I love talking to, and who I can have laughs with..Hell, shit recently has made me get closer to a few people. I really like how things have turned that way, at least..But i'm sick of the bitching, i'm sick of the fighting and i'm sick of the drama. I need out for a while.
It would be pathetic if I said that I wouldn't be missed. But it stings as i'm beginning to realise that those people who I love so much, might not even care if I walked away.
I'm sorry to place that burden on some of you people. Sometimes I just really need people to talk to and I hoped so much that it wouldn't be a problem.
So, yep. You may even catch me online on msn or skype, or if you drop me a note or something i'd get back to it when I can. I'm prolly only gonna come on the computer to drop people lines to let them know how i'm doing and how they're doing and do my coursework for college and shit.
Later guise~ <3
I still love you. I understand if you don't love me anymore. I understand that shit is difficult. I don't even expect you to miss me. But i've got the hint, okay? I'll back off and leave you to it. I'm really sorry. I'll miss you more than you can understand.
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