Having Heart Surgery friday at 12:30 pm
Wish me luck. I'm a bit scared. Honestly I
wouldn't be doing it if I didn't need it. The
thought of someone cutting into my body
fucking freaks me out. But I want to be
around for my family. I've died before and
No Sir, I didn't like it. But I learned that
it isn't the end. Just too different to describe.
If they screw up I hope someone misses me.
Sorry, I'm just being a whiny little bitch. Almost
nothing scares me. This time is different.

No Anesthetic, It hurts like hell to have someone
cut you open and insert instruments. I lived through
it though. So That's cool. Now it gets worse since
they want to open my chest. Seems that my weapons
work for the USAF caused some damage. Radiation
rocks but they didn't take the precautions I do. Now
I'm about to pay the price. But I'm still here. Gonna
be down for a while. So it's a good time to get out
the pad and do some drawing....