NEW WEBCAM!
15 years ago
General
Well, not for me. I have one built into my laptop but I'll never...
ever...
use it.
Nope, it's the Tigress. The woman Sierra my little lady boxer is based on. She got a new computer with a webcam built in. It's really welcome given how her visits since her folks are gone came to a halt. She'd stop and visit passing through to see her folks. Now she's a professional, making a lot of money and her job is on call so travel just doesn't happen anymore.
Anyway, we got to talking and... it wasn't really a pleasant one. We're not fighting, it was just remembering.
You see, Sierra is a byproduct. The Tigress was using her as a gimmick for her sport, boxing. In turn we were using boxing as her gimmick in furry fandom.
If she were still competing, she wouldn't be using the character at all. She's ashamed to have had anything to do with furry. The sex has gotten out of control and that makes things hard when you're trying to mix it with your profession because the general public sees furries as legitimate sex addicts. She would want to be out thhere for everyone, be a role model. Someone children to look up to, for inspiration for people who have had a few bumps slow them down in life. She wouldn't want a fan to come to FA and sign up and see the things they'd see here, especially when it comes to Green Legend, Summerbunny, Tetsuo... well.. all of them. Sure, there's all that "If you don't like it don't look at it" but it still sneaks through and it still leaves an impression and people would probably make a connection Sierra+boxing+sex=the tigress.
But it would have been something to move away from silently. A gimmick would have been a crutch anyway. But the big let down is her... I hesitate to use the word... "fans".
Out of all the people that claimed they were her fans (Not Sierra's fans. HER fans) nobody stood up for her. These foxy boxers knew where we stood. We stated our points of view. But the fans wouldn't.
ONE fan made pics with the PRO boxing vs foxy boxing. Addlesee supported how we felt. One other fan had a comic where a single panel mentioned how foxy boxing was hard on the sport and it's athletes. But aside from that... nobody stood up for her.
They were too scared, I guess. Fucking cowards. All she really wanted from them was to stand up for her. They didn't have to start a big fight, they didn't have to cause a lot of drama like I do. Just to tell, in front of the world, these foxy boxers are disrespecting people and hurting someone's feelings. But they were too cowardly. Then one of them finally grows some balls to bible thump me over the head to stand up for soeone ELSE I was beating over the head. Was it too much to ask for a "Hey, Green, this is cute and all but I have this friend who does this for REAL and your art makes her feel bad." or something? Apparently. Theyy didn't want to look like a bad guy by saying something. Hell, many fans of Sierra... all but a couple... lacked the BALLS to really say or do anything to say "Hey, this is a real person here and your stuff has a negative affect."
How long have I cried out for help? Just to have someone stand by me and the tigress and SAY something? Especially from those who flat out say they were fans? One guy was willing to stand by me and feel like the bad guy. You know why we were the bad guy? Because we were TWO VOICES trying to state a moral dilemma in a sea of people. If more people had joined in maybe things might have been a little different.
But looking at these fans now... it's become clear. They wanted to be friends with the tigress, muchly for the sex effect... AND they wanted to be friends with the more perverted nature of things at the same time. Be friends with GOOD as well as EVIL, so to speak... while claiming to be on both sides at the same time.
You know, it STILL bothers her. The career in the ring never happened, sure. But like Sierra she pushed herself for her fans, what few she had. Hell, now that her strength in that arm is back up to 70% I wouldn't be surprised if she'd give it another go for THE FANS. But right now the sport has no place. Women's matches are held with what can hardly be called a real audience. There is no pay really to it unless you're a BIG name... even then a lot of the BIG names have 9-5 jobs. And she has no fans to entertain. So she sits behind a desk. She's very happy with her life, she makes real good money, has a social life with good friends, and has a legitimate good time. But we still get that "what if" thought. Socializing with me brings that on, so I have to keep at a distence. Not push myself too hard into her good life and remind her and when I do see her online not bring anything up.
How sad izzat?
"What I've felt, what I've known. Never shined through in what I've shown. Never be, never see. Wont see what might have been. What I've felt, what I've known. Never shined through in what I shown. Never see, NEVER ME... so I dub thee unforgiven."
OH yeah. Before I forget and since I'm in a don't give a fuck mood... Summerbunny aint gone. So those fans and friends can stop pretending to mourne, and take down their "Sorely missed" banners. She's over on Sofurry... but then... I wager most of those guys knew that. Especially her fluffy green counterpart.
ever...
use it.
Nope, it's the Tigress. The woman Sierra my little lady boxer is based on. She got a new computer with a webcam built in. It's really welcome given how her visits since her folks are gone came to a halt. She'd stop and visit passing through to see her folks. Now she's a professional, making a lot of money and her job is on call so travel just doesn't happen anymore.
Anyway, we got to talking and... it wasn't really a pleasant one. We're not fighting, it was just remembering.
You see, Sierra is a byproduct. The Tigress was using her as a gimmick for her sport, boxing. In turn we were using boxing as her gimmick in furry fandom.
If she were still competing, she wouldn't be using the character at all. She's ashamed to have had anything to do with furry. The sex has gotten out of control and that makes things hard when you're trying to mix it with your profession because the general public sees furries as legitimate sex addicts. She would want to be out thhere for everyone, be a role model. Someone children to look up to, for inspiration for people who have had a few bumps slow them down in life. She wouldn't want a fan to come to FA and sign up and see the things they'd see here, especially when it comes to Green Legend, Summerbunny, Tetsuo... well.. all of them. Sure, there's all that "If you don't like it don't look at it" but it still sneaks through and it still leaves an impression and people would probably make a connection Sierra+boxing+sex=the tigress.
But it would have been something to move away from silently. A gimmick would have been a crutch anyway. But the big let down is her... I hesitate to use the word... "fans".
Out of all the people that claimed they were her fans (Not Sierra's fans. HER fans) nobody stood up for her. These foxy boxers knew where we stood. We stated our points of view. But the fans wouldn't.
ONE fan made pics with the PRO boxing vs foxy boxing. Addlesee supported how we felt. One other fan had a comic where a single panel mentioned how foxy boxing was hard on the sport and it's athletes. But aside from that... nobody stood up for her.
They were too scared, I guess. Fucking cowards. All she really wanted from them was to stand up for her. They didn't have to start a big fight, they didn't have to cause a lot of drama like I do. Just to tell, in front of the world, these foxy boxers are disrespecting people and hurting someone's feelings. But they were too cowardly. Then one of them finally grows some balls to bible thump me over the head to stand up for soeone ELSE I was beating over the head. Was it too much to ask for a "Hey, Green, this is cute and all but I have this friend who does this for REAL and your art makes her feel bad." or something? Apparently. Theyy didn't want to look like a bad guy by saying something. Hell, many fans of Sierra... all but a couple... lacked the BALLS to really say or do anything to say "Hey, this is a real person here and your stuff has a negative affect."
How long have I cried out for help? Just to have someone stand by me and the tigress and SAY something? Especially from those who flat out say they were fans? One guy was willing to stand by me and feel like the bad guy. You know why we were the bad guy? Because we were TWO VOICES trying to state a moral dilemma in a sea of people. If more people had joined in maybe things might have been a little different.
But looking at these fans now... it's become clear. They wanted to be friends with the tigress, muchly for the sex effect... AND they wanted to be friends with the more perverted nature of things at the same time. Be friends with GOOD as well as EVIL, so to speak... while claiming to be on both sides at the same time.
You know, it STILL bothers her. The career in the ring never happened, sure. But like Sierra she pushed herself for her fans, what few she had. Hell, now that her strength in that arm is back up to 70% I wouldn't be surprised if she'd give it another go for THE FANS. But right now the sport has no place. Women's matches are held with what can hardly be called a real audience. There is no pay really to it unless you're a BIG name... even then a lot of the BIG names have 9-5 jobs. And she has no fans to entertain. So she sits behind a desk. She's very happy with her life, she makes real good money, has a social life with good friends, and has a legitimate good time. But we still get that "what if" thought. Socializing with me brings that on, so I have to keep at a distence. Not push myself too hard into her good life and remind her and when I do see her online not bring anything up.
How sad izzat?
"What I've felt, what I've known. Never shined through in what I've shown. Never be, never see. Wont see what might have been. What I've felt, what I've known. Never shined through in what I shown. Never see, NEVER ME... so I dub thee unforgiven."
OH yeah. Before I forget and since I'm in a don't give a fuck mood... Summerbunny aint gone. So those fans and friends can stop pretending to mourne, and take down their "Sorely missed" banners. She's over on Sofurry... but then... I wager most of those guys knew that. Especially her fluffy green counterpart.
FA+

That is what I think man. She had some alone time and she wanted to spend it with you... Did you or she mentioned boxing? Is she did then I think it was ok to talk about it....
Even talking about the Camaro. She really misses her Camaro.
Sometimes I couldn't help but wonder why am I still a fan of professional sports with all the disappointments (all the teams I ever rooted for didn't achieve their goals except for the San Antonio Spurs). Guess I am stupid and hardheaded that way which gave me so much grief in the realm of online games.
Probably because they were too busy whacking off to those foxy boxing images, in turn probably whacking off to HER. We didn't want people to start a hue war or something. We just hoped maybe someone would tell those foxy fuckers "Hey, what you're doing here is making some people feel bad." and maybe if enough said something things would have been a little different. Maybe the foxies would have gained some respect for the sport.