Thanks to all of you for your concern
18 years ago
Friday was the funeral of my best friend Steffi who died a week ago.
I'm in a state of feeling numb and I can't realize that it had really happened...
She was only 25 years old and wasn't even ill... she just collapsed and was in a coma for a few days before she died.
I can't believe it but my friends were there for me although they are feeling nearly the same way as I do.
I don't know what I should have done without them and I wanna say thanks to them, especially my best friends Karo (Alpha_Ki) and Lena (Blackdragon-sama) - and to everybody else for your concern.
I'll try to get over it step by step and think of the wonderful time Steffi and I had. I believe that we'll meet again!
I'm in a state of feeling numb and I can't realize that it had really happened...
She was only 25 years old and wasn't even ill... she just collapsed and was in a coma for a few days before she died.
I can't believe it but my friends were there for me although they are feeling nearly the same way as I do.
I don't know what I should have done without them and I wanna say thanks to them, especially my best friends Karo (Alpha_Ki) and Lena (Blackdragon-sama) - and to everybody else for your concern.
I'll try to get over it step by step and think of the wonderful time Steffi and I had. I believe that we'll meet again!
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I'm at an age now hun where I can truthfully say that I have outlived many of those I knew in my life. We can only feel numb for a while, and then life goes on. Always remember that they are alive as long as you keep them in your thoughts.
V.