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I feel sick...
14 years ago
I dunno...I just read a journal like a few min ago and it just...made me sick?
It wasn't a disgusting journal or anything like that it was just..them talking about how they'd be on FA less and less.
And part of the journal was a rant about how 'Most of the fandom is gay because most of the women are eithor MtF or they're lards with faces.
Then in the comments a few people commented their weight and she said that it was the disgusting 300+ pound women that make her sick to her stomach..
Guys...
I'm in that category.
I'm not happy about it. I've been slowly trying to adjust and better myself so I can be out of that category..
But I go through so much shit from people in RL about it..mostly my dad...I dunno just reading that...
Fuck.
I've always disliked myself for getting this way, and just reading that...
It hurt...
I mean...I admire this girl. I admire her art, she is a great person.
Reading that...just...
She doesn't know me, she doesn't know anything about me...I know it wasn't pointed specifically at me..
But it still hurt..
.........
I'm gonna go cry in the corner now k?
At least if I fit in it.
-slinks off-
It wasn't a disgusting journal or anything like that it was just..them talking about how they'd be on FA less and less.
And part of the journal was a rant about how 'Most of the fandom is gay because most of the women are eithor MtF or they're lards with faces.
Then in the comments a few people commented their weight and she said that it was the disgusting 300+ pound women that make her sick to her stomach..
Guys...
I'm in that category.
I'm not happy about it. I've been slowly trying to adjust and better myself so I can be out of that category..
But I go through so much shit from people in RL about it..mostly my dad...I dunno just reading that...
Fuck.
I've always disliked myself for getting this way, and just reading that...
It hurt...
I mean...I admire this girl. I admire her art, she is a great person.
Reading that...just...
She doesn't know me, she doesn't know anything about me...I know it wasn't pointed specifically at me..
But it still hurt..
.........
I'm gonna go cry in the corner now k?
At least if I fit in it.
-slinks off-
I gotta say, sometimes people with no experience with weight issues can fall back on stereotypes and ignorance. The more weight you have, the harder it is to lose it. I also firmly believe that people pick random numbers out of the air when they talk about weight while they have no idea what it's like to be there. It's great that you're working on lowering that number -- for HEALTH reasons, not because people are stupid, I hope.
Here's a hug. *hug* No matter what, you still be awesome.
I am sure your size doesn't stop you from doin' things you really want to do.
I'm about to hit 280, myself. I am 6 feet tall, and no one would be the wiser if they weren't told.
But.. that doesn't mean anything. I could be 6'0" and 280 lbs and solid muscle.
Weight is funny that way.
Anyways DONT LET THIS BRING YOU DOWN PLEASE! >< *offers a cookie and a hug* i know this kind of people and they will just rant regardless wheter they hurt people in the process or not. --¡
I'm trying to lose a few pounds myself for health reasons, so I know how ya feel on that end too.