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Some of my random ideas XD
15 years ago
I've been thinking of random stuff all day. Ideas coming into my head and just...stuff XD
One of the big things is that I've been thinking of changing my main account.
Now before anyone assumes:
NO I'm not changing my main 'sona. Nardi has and always will be my main.
NO I won't do it all secret like some people do XD
Why am I thinking of this?
Well this account is old, it's got alot of stuff on it I'm too lazy to delete and it's just got memories on it that I'm sick of.
It feels silly considering it for some of the reasons but meh I'm like that.
Also I hate still having Nardia as the username. I've given up Nardia since I took off the 'a'. And I know it's not a big change but it still bugs me.
Everywhere I have the ability to change my name I've done it in one way or another. I can't here.
I made an account today while I was thinking about it and I don't know if I'll go to it yet or not but if I do I'll tell everyone.
I've also been thinking about my RL alot too. Everyone knows I'd give an arm, leg, and kidney to get out of where I am. I don't see it happening anytime soon so instead I'm going to try and make the best of what I have.
I'm going to try being less of a slob. Before anyone goes ''oh Nardi you're not a slob though!'' let me stop you right there.
I'm a pack rat and a slob. My room is constantly a mess and I choose to ignore it because I'm lazy. I blame it on having little room space and, while that IS a factor and IS true, is not an excuse for how bad my room gets. I just have a bad habit of not wanting to throw out stuff, even when I can't use it or it has no use.
For example: I'm a hoarder of containers sometimes. I get it from my mom. On my desk at this moment I have about 3 or 4 cups, two bottles, two small boxes, and a couple envelopes. All this ontop of a pile of junk I could throw away or put away somewhere.
I hoard. I'm not a hoarder like my mom accuses me of. I don't keep stacks of newspapers to the ceiling or trash in piles in the corner. I'm just a pack rat type person who likes to cling to things with a memory.
I don't remember alot of my childhood. It's not from a head injury or something like that, there just wasn't all that much to remember. I moved alot, lost lots of friends from it. I'm fat, I've always been big since I was around middle school. So between my size and moving alot I didn't make many memories with friends. So most of my stuff has some kinda small reminder to it and I hate throwing things away. I have this complex in my mind that if I do throw it away I'll forget it and that scares me. DX
So I'm going to try and clean up my room a bit everyday. Find places for things.
I've cleaned it before and this time I'll try to KEEP it that way lul.
When I get my check, hopefully this week, I'm going to balance everything out. Depending on how much it is I'm going to put some away to save, some on my paypal for a few personal things, and some on myself for RL if I need it. I've always felt that I have a good head with money. Yes I've splurged sometimes but I've always tried to make sure I have enough for things I need. >.>
Aaaaand now for a tldr!
Tldr: I'm sick of this account. Bad memories, old username, blablabla thinking of moving. I realized I'm stuck here for a while still, so I'm going to make the best of where I live 'till I can leave. I'm going to 'clean up my act' hurr hurr see wat I did thar? XD
Aaaaaaaaand PLEASE comment on this. I want other people's opinions. Believe it or not folks, I DO love to read the comments and things people say. It means alot to me and makes me feel special that at least one person cares to respond.
One of the big things is that I've been thinking of changing my main account.
Now before anyone assumes:
NO I'm not changing my main 'sona. Nardi has and always will be my main.
NO I won't do it all secret like some people do XD
Why am I thinking of this?
Well this account is old, it's got alot of stuff on it I'm too lazy to delete and it's just got memories on it that I'm sick of.
It feels silly considering it for some of the reasons but meh I'm like that.
Also I hate still having Nardia as the username. I've given up Nardia since I took off the 'a'. And I know it's not a big change but it still bugs me.
Everywhere I have the ability to change my name I've done it in one way or another. I can't here.
I made an account today while I was thinking about it and I don't know if I'll go to it yet or not but if I do I'll tell everyone.
I've also been thinking about my RL alot too. Everyone knows I'd give an arm, leg, and kidney to get out of where I am. I don't see it happening anytime soon so instead I'm going to try and make the best of what I have.
I'm going to try being less of a slob. Before anyone goes ''oh Nardi you're not a slob though!'' let me stop you right there.
I'm a pack rat and a slob. My room is constantly a mess and I choose to ignore it because I'm lazy. I blame it on having little room space and, while that IS a factor and IS true, is not an excuse for how bad my room gets. I just have a bad habit of not wanting to throw out stuff, even when I can't use it or it has no use.
For example: I'm a hoarder of containers sometimes. I get it from my mom. On my desk at this moment I have about 3 or 4 cups, two bottles, two small boxes, and a couple envelopes. All this ontop of a pile of junk I could throw away or put away somewhere.
I hoard. I'm not a hoarder like my mom accuses me of. I don't keep stacks of newspapers to the ceiling or trash in piles in the corner. I'm just a pack rat type person who likes to cling to things with a memory.
I don't remember alot of my childhood. It's not from a head injury or something like that, there just wasn't all that much to remember. I moved alot, lost lots of friends from it. I'm fat, I've always been big since I was around middle school. So between my size and moving alot I didn't make many memories with friends. So most of my stuff has some kinda small reminder to it and I hate throwing things away. I have this complex in my mind that if I do throw it away I'll forget it and that scares me. DX
So I'm going to try and clean up my room a bit everyday. Find places for things.
I've cleaned it before and this time I'll try to KEEP it that way lul.
When I get my check, hopefully this week, I'm going to balance everything out. Depending on how much it is I'm going to put some away to save, some on my paypal for a few personal things, and some on myself for RL if I need it. I've always felt that I have a good head with money. Yes I've splurged sometimes but I've always tried to make sure I have enough for things I need. >.>
Aaaaand now for a tldr!
Tldr: I'm sick of this account. Bad memories, old username, blablabla thinking of moving. I realized I'm stuck here for a while still, so I'm going to make the best of where I live 'till I can leave. I'm going to 'clean up my act' hurr hurr see wat I did thar? XD
Aaaaaaaaand PLEASE comment on this. I want other people's opinions. Believe it or not folks, I DO love to read the comments and things people say. It means alot to me and makes me feel special that at least one person cares to respond.
Meh, I dun know.
And also, I'm am the exact same way with my room, I may not be much of a hoarder, altough if something means a bit to me or someone else bought it for me I'll be hesitant to throw it out. Cause it will feel like I was wasting the other person's time ane money. DX
Hmm, my room needs a clean. I've never doen it cause I've just been so unmotivated lately, not wanting to do anything....
-lightbalb!!!-
How bout we kick each other in the butts. Everyday we check in with each other to see how much we've got accomplished so we can work together to get our rooms done. That way we have someone edge-ing us on (since we both tend to look at the mess and go 'meh') and we don't overload ourselves with too much at once? :3
And another reason I kinda wanna move is I wanna see how many people that are on my watch list actually watch me XD I like the number but my stuff gets hardly any views, comments, or favs so I'm like ''where are they if they watch me?!'' lul
You gotta try and think more positively. Think of all your good aspects.
Can't think of any? Let me help you...
First of all you're one of the most resiliant people I've ever come to know. I respect you a great deal because you've taken shit way worse than what would drive most people to kill themselves and you just keep on truckin'! =^_^=
Second of all you're one awesomely fun, epicly bubbly, hilariously silly and unfaulteringly happy pandapard who's just asking for one heck a pounce if she doesn't listen to her oddball blueberry brother. :P
Lastly and most importantly of all, you care. You really go out of your way to help make others feel happy. How do you think they feel now seeing you moping and ranting around like this?
C'mon, sis...chin up. Forget about all the hardships. Let's see the happy, bubbly, fun, silly pandapard we all know and love!
Chase me! :3 *gets ready to run*
Dishes tend to accumulate in my room too, simply because I'm too lazy to take them out. I blame my room's messiness on it being so small too. XD
And I'm the same way with not remembering much of my childhood. Nothing was really memorable until I started high school. I've had very similar problems. That is, being overweight, moving. I was made fun of a lot, so I don't know if there's anything from that time that I'd really want to remember. Haha.
I'm also in a similar situation with not exactly wanting to be the place that I am.
You aren't alone in these things. I know that we don't know each other very well (if at all, really), but if you ever need someone to talk to, you can note me or something. n_n