It's Odd, This Feeling
15 years ago
So a kid I know died yesterday. He had a heart attack in his bed. It had been a few weeks since I had spoken with him, since my Live Gold Membership had expired, so I had not used my 360 for anything other than a DVD player.
Our last conversation had consisted of him constantly calling my homophobic names and saying how much I loved cock. He wasn't entirely wrong, and yes, he was just joking around, but the sheer amount of insulting jokes was really penetrating to me. I was very annoyed with him the last time we spoke.
Now, I don't know how to feel. Sure, he was a dick... a lot... but he was good people, ya know. After a verbal onslaught of offensive jokes, he would always make sure you knew he was just messing around. So I don't know how to feel about this.
Our last conversation had consisted of him constantly calling my homophobic names and saying how much I loved cock. He wasn't entirely wrong, and yes, he was just joking around, but the sheer amount of insulting jokes was really penetrating to me. I was very annoyed with him the last time we spoke.
Now, I don't know how to feel. Sure, he was a dick... a lot... but he was good people, ya know. After a verbal onslaught of offensive jokes, he would always make sure you knew he was just messing around. So I don't know how to feel about this.
ScalyGeneralMorvik
~scalygeneralmorvik
o my
Heartless_Jack
~heartlessjack
OP
yes?
ScalyGeneralMorvik
~scalygeneralmorvik
i'm sorry
Heartless_Jack
~heartlessjack
OP
It's fine. Not the first death that I have known. Not the last, especially with the circumstances.
ScalyGeneralMorvik
~scalygeneralmorvik
well i'm here to help as always i do have a suggestion it seems doing rp soothes and gets your mind of it
Heartless_Jack
~heartlessjack
OP
Thank you, dear Morvik, but I shall be fine.
ScalyGeneralMorvik
~scalygeneralmorvik
just trying to help
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