I was dreading this for a long time but I have FINALLY hit rock bottom. I very nearly fell out with somone I really care about too because of my situation and emotions - which are all over the place. I have not felt this bad since I went through a depression not too long ago...

I am just SO fed up with some parts of my life.

College is just NO FUN any more. Three days a week is TOO much (doing 9-4 every monday tuesday and wednesday) And this really doesn't help because I have a sleeping disorder and I have NOT a decent night's sleep in MONTHS.
I am seriously thinking about packing it all in and going hunting for a voluntary job.

I think it might be nice to work in a charity shop (other than Oxfam where I had a bad experience). At least that way I would be giving something back to the community.

My weeked has been a rollercoaster ride and I don't want to talk about it.

Well, guess I'd better head off to College now. If you want me I'll be sat alone in the corner cuddling my fav white tiger plushie. Bye everyone.