Hey, sorry for the lack of update. The world of RPGing has consumed a lot of my time. But the majority of my problems exist now in that I can't seem to get myself to do anything artistic or literature-related. I dunno, I keep feeling that annoying depression that my work doesn't mean that much, or at least, my art work. It kinda ruins my drive to work on anything at all, like I'll be halfway done with something, or even just pulling a piece of paper to draw on...then I get hesitant and lose desire because it doesn't feel like the work I'll do is impactful enough to satisfy me.

I guess I am a little depressed, since I hate not doing anything, and yet this lack of enthusiasm to do anything is making me lay down on the bed and just waste away hours thinking about just how wasteful I'm being of my time by laying on said bed.

*Sigh,* so, now you know what's been going on with me to some extent. Even so, I wish I could kill the naysaying of my mind long enough to do something artistic and feel good about it.