*hugs you* hey, is all good. i don't really have any usefull shit, but, just be happy with who you are

I know, some days are harder on me than normal because of it.

i hear ya there.. i suffer from bi-polar and depression issues but not taking any meds for them or therapy

I had depression but goes away come back after time after time. I think it from this problem I'm having.

Hey you are who you are you just figure out what you are truly comfortable with being.....I know it's nothing to useful ik but hell it's better then me just reading this and then deleting the journal from my inbox...but yeah you have to figure it out for yourself cuz you're the one that will have to live with it :)

thank you, some days also I wished that I was born as a female to make the issues even more manageable. I know that wouldn't happen so I make the best with what I have and deal with them as the issues come up.

Hey anytime hun :)....and I may not understand how it is but I'm more then happy to try and help someone with it either way.All you can do is take it day by day :)

here is a small example, I have to deal with: Some times I wake up feeling that I have breasts and a vagina instead of the male parts and the feeling last for hours or the entire day. I have other issues but they take too long to mentioned them.

I have a male and female personality so I know what its like.

so how do you deal with it on your hardest days? with me I keep it bottle up so no one would see it but sometimes it does show itself.

I don't really care, I am who I am. Most of the people I know love it.

thanks for the help and goina brace my female side more and let it be known.

I think understand as I have the same troubles too. I can note you with my details if you like as I don't really want to talk about my problems in the open!

sure you can note me and as for me, I at the stage where I'm starting to talk about but I'm afraid what my family would stay about it.

I'll note you sometime dear! I am sleeping soon so will have to be tomorrow I think.

ok

I how its like but I tend to be more male then female cause I'm submissive as a pet and I do what my masters and mistress tell me to do cause I'm there for them just like I here to talk too and to listen what is said I'm no what you call them with cert's and what not but I'm friend that is here for anyone.

As for what gender you are think what you like the most and stick with it and like I said I keep my female and submissive side in line cause if I slip and let my family know what I am and what I like then I'm out of the house with only the cloths on my back and nothing else.

So enjoy who you are and be happy that you have chosen what gender you want to be I know I want to a herm but I'm happy with a being a male cause I know how much the surgery is going to cost me if I want to be a herm

I rather be a herm or female than a male because my male body feels weird at times. Also, my female part is strangely lesbian and there nothing I can do about that

*nods and smiles* it doesn't matter who you are as long as your happy that is all that matters to you *kisses your cheek softly* just don't go off the deep end okay

I Know. When I'm around males I get defensive a little and I am calm and fine around females. My body wants get away when a male tries to hugs me. these are problems I try to deal with every day.

*nods and smiles* my body is the same sometimes but I don't worry about it to often if I know the person I'm fine around them but I would like to know you more as a friend

I like to meet nee people and make friends and i count you as a friend

*nods and smiles* thank you and I like meeting new people too