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14 years ago
Just wanted to let everyone know I am doing ok...mostly hoping and waiting for Tax returns to get going and see how much money I made last year...this should get me back on track with expenses and what not...YAY \o/
Other then that just been playing a lot of DotA lately and just realizing how sad my life is becoming...to be honest I am so damn bored all the time and hardly have the time to get together with friends as work tends to schedule me at the worst times, but all you can do is smile and not let it ruin your day I guess right?
As far as any RL mate situation goes I am thinking I might honestly avoid that this year...yea sure I crave to have someone with me...but when I truly think about it...I have so many personal issues like jealousy, fear of not being enough, etc, plus not to mention that the biggest is the fear of rejection...especially when I have thoughts in my head constantly of "you stupid idiot, you couldn't even make them smile or laugh." "you are so pathetic and they deserve someone better then you..."
Yea...its always that fear so I think I should honestly take the year off...yet again for the dating game...for many other reasons as well but that would be the major one as always is.
Well its 3 am here and I have work in 12 hours so I'm out...Thank you all to whoever read this far, everyone else have a good day and be safe
~Night
P.S. - I am also wondering what to do with the chakat character as far as what commissions I might get this year and still thinking of ideas for a new second anthro character, if you think of any suggestions let me know
Other then that just been playing a lot of DotA lately and just realizing how sad my life is becoming...to be honest I am so damn bored all the time and hardly have the time to get together with friends as work tends to schedule me at the worst times, but all you can do is smile and not let it ruin your day I guess right?
As far as any RL mate situation goes I am thinking I might honestly avoid that this year...yea sure I crave to have someone with me...but when I truly think about it...I have so many personal issues like jealousy, fear of not being enough, etc, plus not to mention that the biggest is the fear of rejection...especially when I have thoughts in my head constantly of "you stupid idiot, you couldn't even make them smile or laugh." "you are so pathetic and they deserve someone better then you..."
Yea...its always that fear so I think I should honestly take the year off...yet again for the dating game...for many other reasons as well but that would be the major one as always is.
Well its 3 am here and I have work in 12 hours so I'm out...Thank you all to whoever read this far, everyone else have a good day and be safe
~Night
P.S. - I am also wondering what to do with the chakat character as far as what commissions I might get this year and still thinking of ideas for a new second anthro character, if you think of any suggestions let me know
As far as your second character, what about your skunk 'sona?