Of creativity. Yes. The one of things I loved in my life is slowly fading. Granted its been doing this since last fall, but its kinda hit home now. I've always been for creativity, making up all these stories and plots in my head. But alas, I was not gifted in writing or drawing. Sure I try, but I always feel its just..half assed to be blunt. Anyway, so that part is seeming to drift more and more from my life. Sometimes I think I'm dealing with it well, but others I just break down cause I miss it so damn much. But, yea. I just needed to get it out. Maybe it'll come back, maybe it won't. But I guess you just have to move on sometimes. And yes, I do realize this is emoish, but I don't rightly give a fuck (excuse my language). Love to all XD


P.S. I'll try to like..kinda be more active with the whole photography thing. Since, ya know, I have like actual watchers. Haha.