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Skeletons out of the closet (10 truths)
15 years ago
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`*:;,．★ ～☆・:.,;* Moon Prism Power, Make Up! *;,.:・☆～ ★．,;:*` Syntharia_Desire has shown 15 truths about herself, so I thought I might do the same, only a little shorter :3
Feel free to ask questions if you have them.
1. My sexuality frustrates me sometimes. While I identify as gay because I do prefer men over woman, there is the rare occasion in which I will develop romantic feelings for a girl. However I don’t want to identify as bisexual because I do largely prefer men and bisexuals are often seen as liking both genders 50/50, at least in my experiences from when I used to identify as such.
2. I am what you might call genderqueer or gender-fluid. I feel that I am an amalgamation of both feminine and masculine characteristics, often flowing from one gender to the other and back depending on the day or situation.
3. I get very upset over my body sometimes. I have always longed for a more feminine shape and facial structure. Sometimes when I see a very feminine guy in RL or what you might call a “trap” online, it makes me very sad because I have longed to be like that for so long, yet am cursed by a very male body.
4. I enjoy sex, talking about and discussing sexual matters. I’m not obsessed because I have a good understanding of when it is and isn’t appropriate, but I do enjoy it when I can. I think if I was not so technologically gifted, I might have become some sort of sexual therapist or something along those lines.
5. I have some very, very dark views on certain things. We will leave that one at that.
6. Ignorant people piss me off very much. People who can’t talk property or type without using “4” as the word “for” make me frustrated. This probably stems from being in a school system so long with people of a certain character and basic intelligence.
7. I often envy people who can draw and paint. There have been many times where I will get an idea in my head, but it will never be seen in public due to the fact I have no money or way to express it visually.
8. One of my goals in life while I am young is to model in the nude, either privately or for an art college, at least once. Either that, or take a trip to a nude beach one day.
9. Sometimes I wonder if the things I feel are true, or are they just cries for attention from having been starved from it for so many years.
10. I have an intense fear of being alone forever. I never dated or went out with people in my mandatory school years, so now more than ever I am hoping to perhaps find a partner I can be happy with.
Feel free to ask questions if you have them.
1. My sexuality frustrates me sometimes. While I identify as gay because I do prefer men over woman, there is the rare occasion in which I will develop romantic feelings for a girl. However I don’t want to identify as bisexual because I do largely prefer men and bisexuals are often seen as liking both genders 50/50, at least in my experiences from when I used to identify as such.
2. I am what you might call genderqueer or gender-fluid. I feel that I am an amalgamation of both feminine and masculine characteristics, often flowing from one gender to the other and back depending on the day or situation.
3. I get very upset over my body sometimes. I have always longed for a more feminine shape and facial structure. Sometimes when I see a very feminine guy in RL or what you might call a “trap” online, it makes me very sad because I have longed to be like that for so long, yet am cursed by a very male body.
4. I enjoy sex, talking about and discussing sexual matters. I’m not obsessed because I have a good understanding of when it is and isn’t appropriate, but I do enjoy it when I can. I think if I was not so technologically gifted, I might have become some sort of sexual therapist or something along those lines.
5. I have some very, very dark views on certain things. We will leave that one at that.
6. Ignorant people piss me off very much. People who can’t talk property or type without using “4” as the word “for” make me frustrated. This probably stems from being in a school system so long with people of a certain character and basic intelligence.
7. I often envy people who can draw and paint. There have been many times where I will get an idea in my head, but it will never be seen in public due to the fact I have no money or way to express it visually.
8. One of my goals in life while I am young is to model in the nude, either privately or for an art college, at least once. Either that, or take a trip to a nude beach one day.
9. Sometimes I wonder if the things I feel are true, or are they just cries for attention from having been starved from it for so many years.
10. I have an intense fear of being alone forever. I never dated or went out with people in my mandatory school years, so now more than ever I am hoping to perhaps find a partner I can be happy with.
