I don't know why but I seriously have been feeling like one. No one has told me or has hinted it (Well I think a few people have) but I just don't even know what's wrong with me. I know that some people will say something to try and make me a bit happier but please don't I really don't want that kind of thing right now. If I've hurt anybody in the past few days or have made anyone feel used I am truly sorry and I know that you probably will ignore this journal but if you see this please understand that I am sorry. Maybe I am just imagining this or maybe I'm just being paranoid but all I know is that I've felt like I've been screwing up more and more each day for the past few months.