Well, Another update as to my constant seeming absence in my life currently.

Turns out the car crash my parents walked away from wasn't without cost.
Dad has some major neck problems, mom complains of arm numbness from time to time, I'm worried, of course I am. Not to mention, If any of you have heard of the National Emergency called for a fire in California, it would be the one that is right outside my town - Just my luck right now, huh? And guess what - It's heading for our city, they're already evacuating people. Not to mention, due to all of this, I find it hard to study for college, or even be able to log on to my online classes to post my answers, my grades are slipping little by little.

I'm going to post a new poem that I just wrote about the crash, and the fire, and my grades, this can't possibly be a mid-life crisis at the age of 18, Can it? No, That can't be possible.. but this pain, this worry, constant anxiety, feeling that everywhere I turn my breath is being torn from my lungs - If this can't possibly be a mid-life crisis, I have no idea how I'll take my mid-life crisis when it comes.

Anyways, Sorry for the drama, posting my new poem -

Save My Day


P.S. This is what my comment on my page was talking about. Again, sorry for the drama.