Hello again~
5 years ago
It's been a very long time since I've poked around here!
I have since discovered a bunch of things about me!
I'm a long dragon now~ My Twitter has most of my up-to-date stuff there lately (or feel free to poke me on telegram too, I have been popping on a bit lately!)
I suppose I could post some of the art I've gotten here of my dragon if anyone is interested!
Also, I go by she or her more often than not, but I don't mind if you want to call me what you knew me as before!
I miss poking at folks to see how they are! I had to withdraw inside myself for a very long time to figure some things out and what/who I wanted to be~ It took a very long time of soul-searching and thinking through who I am, and not just what I was doing to make others more comfortable! I was also just working constantly and trying to make ends meet and focusing most of my life and energy on that, coming home exhausted - I'm realizing work is work and I can't sell my soul to it, even though I do put myself 200% into anything I do, I don't have to let it rule my life. I need to make time for friends and fun!
Honestly, it's no excuse. I should have made time to poke around and see how everyone was doing, to check in with everyone, to make time. I don't have any real excuses. I am sorry, and I hope to come back and say hello in some small ways.
I know it's been years for some, my gosh... if anyone is interested in connecting again, I don't mind at all, but I would understand if you also don't wish to.
I often obsessively think about how what I do will effect others, it's a small by-product of having abuse growing up (not that it is an excuse!) and I'm realizing it's okay to like what I like and be who I am, and that I don't have to force myself to make concessions for others to make them happy~ I'm still a bit fragile internally, but I've come quite a long way from what and who I was before, and I'm glad to say hello to you all again after far too long. I had a lot of my own growing up to do, I won't just run!
I hope you all are safe and well!
Best wishes!
Sershia Katze
I have since discovered a bunch of things about me!
I'm a long dragon now~ My Twitter has most of my up-to-date stuff there lately (or feel free to poke me on telegram too, I have been popping on a bit lately!)
I suppose I could post some of the art I've gotten here of my dragon if anyone is interested!
Also, I go by she or her more often than not, but I don't mind if you want to call me what you knew me as before!
I miss poking at folks to see how they are! I had to withdraw inside myself for a very long time to figure some things out and what/who I wanted to be~ It took a very long time of soul-searching and thinking through who I am, and not just what I was doing to make others more comfortable! I was also just working constantly and trying to make ends meet and focusing most of my life and energy on that, coming home exhausted - I'm realizing work is work and I can't sell my soul to it, even though I do put myself 200% into anything I do, I don't have to let it rule my life. I need to make time for friends and fun!
Honestly, it's no excuse. I should have made time to poke around and see how everyone was doing, to check in with everyone, to make time. I don't have any real excuses. I am sorry, and I hope to come back and say hello in some small ways.
I know it's been years for some, my gosh... if anyone is interested in connecting again, I don't mind at all, but I would understand if you also don't wish to.
I often obsessively think about how what I do will effect others, it's a small by-product of having abuse growing up (not that it is an excuse!) and I'm realizing it's okay to like what I like and be who I am, and that I don't have to force myself to make concessions for others to make them happy~ I'm still a bit fragile internally, but I've come quite a long way from what and who I was before, and I'm glad to say hello to you all again after far too long. I had a lot of my own growing up to do, I won't just run!
I hope you all are safe and well!
Best wishes!
Sershia Katze
Wouldn't mind catching up with you one of these days, if you ever have the time!
Sure! Feel free to message whenever, I may not be around all the time but I make it a point to check!