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Can't seem to Catch a Break(Emotional/Venting Journal)
15 years ago
(Lengthy,run on story you can skip this)
Today has just been one of those days ya just can't catch a break...Today started off Pretty average like every other day.So i get to school this morning and i see my friend Idina by the door inside and i say hi and she asks me what's going on with my boyfriend and i have no idea what's going on(i missed a call last night)and so before class starts he goes to the Student Assistant Counselor and i try to ask my friend what the hell is going on and she's telling me not to think about it and I'm still obviously Clueless and she won't tell me anything. During First period I'm talking to my Friend Skylar see if she knows what's going on and she said she was texting him yesterday.She said he said like "I don't think i can do this anymore" or something like and she tried to Call him and text him but he wouldn't reply.So i was pretty jumpy at 2nd period and wanted to know what was going on so at the end of 3rd the Student Assistance Counselor comes and gets me and brings me down and my boyfriend is there.So what happens is that My Boyfriend's Parents found out that he's bi because his iTouch's Lock button wouldn't work so he gave it to them to try so they get it and they WENT THROUGH HIS TEXTS and his stupid Bitch of an Exgirlfriend had texted him a friendly like text saying like "How are you and your boyfriend?"(i hate the stupid cunt i honestly do) and that we are-Were dating and i guess freaked out,and He had to end it forcibly because they gave him a choice he either end it or they like kick him out or they'll make him move i wasn't sure which.I wouldn't want to go through that long distance crap,i hate it and will NEVER do it again.
So Yeah...I Lost my Boyfriend,and it hurts so much seeing him and just seeing him makes my heart hurt so badly,and the fact that with like all my classes i have with him my seat is next to him...go figure,I'm really Angry and upset and i just want him back so badly and i just wanna cry my eyes out,what's ironic is this is pretty much how my last relationship ended,his parents found out and freaked out cept this one was a bit more dramatic for my ex...so yeah...I REALLY needed to let that out and i'll probably delete this journal later...
P.S. Congrats if you made it through this really crappy journal,and i'm not being Sarcastic i really mean it,congrats
Today has just been one of those days ya just can't catch a break...Today started off Pretty average like every other day.So i get to school this morning and i see my friend Idina by the door inside and i say hi and she asks me what's going on with my boyfriend and i have no idea what's going on(i missed a call last night)and so before class starts he goes to the Student Assistant Counselor and i try to ask my friend what the hell is going on and she's telling me not to think about it and I'm still obviously Clueless and she won't tell me anything. During First period I'm talking to my Friend Skylar see if she knows what's going on and she said she was texting him yesterday.She said he said like "I don't think i can do this anymore" or something like and she tried to Call him and text him but he wouldn't reply.So i was pretty jumpy at 2nd period and wanted to know what was going on so at the end of 3rd the Student Assistance Counselor comes and gets me and brings me down and my boyfriend is there.So what happens is that My Boyfriend's Parents found out that he's bi because his iTouch's Lock button wouldn't work so he gave it to them to try so they get it and they WENT THROUGH HIS TEXTS and his stupid Bitch of an Exgirlfriend had texted him a friendly like text saying like "How are you and your boyfriend?"(i hate the stupid cunt i honestly do) and that we are-Were dating and i guess freaked out,and He had to end it forcibly because they gave him a choice he either end it or they like kick him out or they'll make him move i wasn't sure which.I wouldn't want to go through that long distance crap,i hate it and will NEVER do it again.
So Yeah...I Lost my Boyfriend,and it hurts so much seeing him and just seeing him makes my heart hurt so badly,and the fact that with like all my classes i have with him my seat is next to him...go figure,I'm really Angry and upset and i just want him back so badly and i just wanna cry my eyes out,what's ironic is this is pretty much how my last relationship ended,his parents found out and freaked out cept this one was a bit more dramatic for my ex...so yeah...I REALLY needed to let that out and i'll probably delete this journal later...
P.S. Congrats if you made it through this really crappy journal,and i'm not being Sarcastic i really mean it,congrats
I've been through some tough break-ups before, too. I feel your pain :(
*hugs again*
internet hug! chin up. things look bleak now, but they'll clear up. maybe you can be together in the future.
i suggest focusing your emotions into kick ass art pieces. works for me.