So here I am again. i hate people. Fuck them all. They pick on guys like me all the time. It never ends. I must ask why though. What makes you so insecure that you have to make people like me make you fucking mad as shit!!! No on gives a damn! Its like no matter how much i try to be the nice guy i get pissed on, without the courtesy of calling it rain. Nothing will ever change, nice guys finish last. Apparently I must have some fundamental flaw that makes your goddamn blood boil. Will you be happy when I'm dead is that what its gonna fuckin take!?

Well guess what assholes I'm not going anywhere any damn time soon so just cut me some fuckin slack and get over yourself! You treat me like i am a piece of shit. So quit making me suffer for your poor self esteem. In every life it seems as if there is that guy who hates everybody, because he is a doormat, I am one of these guys. I cut myself off from the world except for these non interpersonal relationships that will cause me n sort of pain if they end. Thank you world wide all of you assholes who determine that i am not good enough to lick the shit off of your shoe. This makes me feel better than you because i know if you treat me badly im better than you in some fashion or another.

Now to explain why I'm extra sour today.

First off, A damn freshman. He has been asking for it for a long time. My mom is getting married and the guys daughter is handicapped, she is stuck in a wheel chair and has a mentality of a three year old but really smart. She's my damn sister and i will stand up for her. she rides a special bus, and this bus has to park in the driveway to get her safely to the house. He started in "Hey look there's a bus parked in Franks (fake mane) driveway!" i snapped at him i told him whats what. The look was priceless like i had bitch slapped him. The next day he was talking shit. Saying "I'm going to beat him until he goes to the hospital, then I'm going to kick his ass some more." On the plus side hes a total wimp, thinks hes a gangster (where i live there's no real crime i mean at the worst we get an armed robbery, criminals usually apprehended right away, so he's basically a poser). On a very positive note he got written up, even a few people agreed he had it coming, plus a friend of his (or so i think) said he was full of shit.

Secondly is more recent.... Today recent. Now here are a few bitches in my school or as i like to refer to them "Sluts" But not those they'll let anybody do them, but those high class ones that treat guys like me like dirt. I believe i got a wrong phone number from one of these people needless to say i won't honestly find out till Monday. But if this is the case which i so hope it isn't cause i have to deal with these three for the rest of the year, and my teacher for that class is an utter bitch cause as i said last week there were some unpleasantness. used the phrase "I'll know the problem is you if you ask to switch to a different group. and i won't let you switch to another group"... more or less what she said. So the point is kinda obvious, i will have to make pleasantries with them.