What I've been looking for.
15 years ago
In a world with no sound, their cries go unheard;
The Reality of Life, becomes totally absurd.
The counting of time, is considered a crime;
And the money one earned, is not worth a lone dime.
So here they will lie, for the rest of the night;
Their bodies remain still, in darkness and in light...
But don't be afraid, for it will happen to you,
For all will stop, as your body turns blue
-Unknown
The Reality of Life, becomes totally absurd.
The counting of time, is considered a crime;
And the money one earned, is not worth a lone dime.
So here they will lie, for the rest of the night;
Their bodies remain still, in darkness and in light...
But don't be afraid, for it will happen to you,
For all will stop, as your body turns blue
-Unknown
In my quest to desensitize myself to graphic violence and gore, I have been somewhat successful, everything from real snuff videos to high definition gore pictures from shitty third world countries, even coming in contact with a dead body in real life. I dominated everything with a morid fascination and nerves unhinged.
Until I came across something, something that offended my slightly, it was more than just the gore part but rather the morel destruction of humanity as a whole, if you ever need justification to hate this world and everyone living in it this will deliver.
This was the first time in a long time I've been offended, now I have become a stronger person.
Until I came across something, something that offended my slightly, it was more than just the gore part but rather the morel destruction of humanity as a whole, if you ever need justification to hate this world and everyone living in it this will deliver.
This was the first time in a long time I've been offended, now I have become a stronger person.
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Surely you have been here already.
That page hurt me in many ways, it haunted my thoughts for days. Human desecration I can deal with, but animal torture was hard.
I think you need to read Beaver Soup
The few short bursts of horror are pleasing.
I would ask what it is that you saw but I really don't want to know if it was enough to get to you.
I've read your so called Beaver Soup, while the horror was somewhat pleasing it was a bit awkward to read, not that that's a bad thing.
What got to me wasn't how violent it was, but something that makes you thing that what happened was really undeserving and makes you feel how fortnate that you don't live in South America, Asia, Middle East and Africa.