yay! time to to get my life in order! sigh..
i have a bunch of art to do for AP studio art and i finally have a good idea to connect the pieces! (even though i've said that like 10 times now and they all failed so far >.<)
i want to shine my ring and re round my mom's
i want to hang out with my horny hun bun <3 x3 i get to today
i have to go to the library to turn in this audeo book thats due tomorrow
and i need to do house stuff like clean off the table, dishes, and laundry

i had an odd creepy dream last night that sorta helped me realize
though some guys at my school have physical quolities i'm atracted to, i can never feel right being with any of them. even in my dreams with a sexy man infront of me, all i can think about is how i only want my hun bun <3
this dream also makes me think that  Bloodwriter and i are seperating a little, that its up to me to make our awesome friend ship work and not weeken dispite issues that may be occering at our home life.

if you want to know the dream, don't ask ^^; i'd really rather not repeat it. i told Bloodwriter this morning ans she hugged me twice it was that messed up (funny that i measure how messed up things are that happen to me by how many hugs i get out of simpathy ^^; )


anywho there is my small update ^^