ok thanks to my ocd i'm feeling a lot less stressed and self consouse ^^
by me cleaning at least 1 room in my messy house i find i become a lot more level headed and can take things better into perspective while cleaning (weird i know)

~sorry i never got around to uploading this week ^^; all my off blocks i've been doing hw

~sorry (to all that care) that i plan to have my mom call me in sick tomorrow (playing hooky) just so i can do a power clean of the whole house and finish up even more hw

^^ i had mom make me a to do list which makes me happy cuz i now have short term goals i can't really mess up on! ^o^ woot

i'm trying to pimp out my messy house into a love shack for valentines day (shut up, i know its silly but this is the first time i don't actually hate myself so much that it makes me cry because not once in my past did anyone even show slight interest in me in rl and it was only in middle school i actually had friends and only highschool i actually started accepting my body and that few guys are interested in me... SO I HAVE REASON TO CELEBRATE DAMNIT!)
my mate is coming over both sunday once i get off work and monday once we're both off from school <3 so i'm trying to make everything clean and have a romantic feel ^//^

so ya...
i need to re stock my condom supply ^///^;