Hmm..
14 years ago
It's weird to look out at the world sometimes, so many people caught up in revaluations of themselves and so many fight that break out. Kinda of interesting at the same time, to watch your one action echo out among the people around you. One action can show a person who you are sometimes, or can mislead them to what you are like. Then from that person your action is spread to other which usually tells other to either like or dislike you just because of how you acted with someone else. It's like a still pond, if you throw in a rock, it starts ripples that echo out, and if it so happens that another rock was thrown in by another person the those collide cause even more turbulence in the once still pond. This is more or so the he said she said effect of life as your friend tell their friends, and so on and so forth.
As side from this interesting depiction of life, there are much more interesting things happening around here. With FWA coming up everyone is very excited, which also includes myself. This con after all was my second ever furry con in 09, to which i haven't missed a year yet. However outside of that, we have gotten a full house of fun furries, with our new roommates tomtom, bunsly, and soon to be yujo. The house will be interesting to say the least. Living with friends is always a very interesting and fun to watch aspect of things. I've also been recently getting into the cooking spirit as I have made homemade marinara sauce, seafood and other items in the kitchen to see how well my new found roomies like it. It will be interesting to watch however, I mean how everyone interacts and changes. I was introduced to an interesting concept though, to which I've never really thought about it, but every year you change a little bit.
I look back at pictures and I can remember some of my thoughts in most of them, I can tell that I have changed a lot from how I use to be, not who i use to be. I always thought it was strange how someone could say that. I have changed who I use to be, it's not as though they are a different person. There physical bodies are the same only a little different due to age over the years. I've always giggled when I thought of it myself, cause unless you have some sort of surgery or something, then you still are who you were. One can never really change who they are, they can only hmm modify it i would like to say. I suppose over the years you could be a completely different person, but you still can't really change the way you look at life.
I am kinda having one of those weird moments where I stop and look at everything around me, so say the least I am happy with were I ended up. I still can't tell were it's going, but that's the fun part. If you really could control everything, then were would be the fun in that. It would be kind of boring if you asked me, which brings me to another thought. Boredom. Boredom is to me a since of not being challenged, at things. I mean everyone can learn how to do something very easily if you can think it through. But, most people sadly don't even bother with even thinking about the day. I can be guilty of that in some cases, to where I like to space out often and not really think about anything. It's a really neat feeling, cause it allows you to just roam an empty space in your mind, sorta like a nap only without the sleep.
Anyway, I think I have posted enough on me thinking XD, time to come back down to reality and start working on homework and getting things done.
As side from this interesting depiction of life, there are much more interesting things happening around here. With FWA coming up everyone is very excited, which also includes myself. This con after all was my second ever furry con in 09, to which i haven't missed a year yet. However outside of that, we have gotten a full house of fun furries, with our new roommates tomtom, bunsly, and soon to be yujo. The house will be interesting to say the least. Living with friends is always a very interesting and fun to watch aspect of things. I've also been recently getting into the cooking spirit as I have made homemade marinara sauce, seafood and other items in the kitchen to see how well my new found roomies like it. It will be interesting to watch however, I mean how everyone interacts and changes. I was introduced to an interesting concept though, to which I've never really thought about it, but every year you change a little bit.
I look back at pictures and I can remember some of my thoughts in most of them, I can tell that I have changed a lot from how I use to be, not who i use to be. I always thought it was strange how someone could say that. I have changed who I use to be, it's not as though they are a different person. There physical bodies are the same only a little different due to age over the years. I've always giggled when I thought of it myself, cause unless you have some sort of surgery or something, then you still are who you were. One can never really change who they are, they can only hmm modify it i would like to say. I suppose over the years you could be a completely different person, but you still can't really change the way you look at life.
I am kinda having one of those weird moments where I stop and look at everything around me, so say the least I am happy with were I ended up. I still can't tell were it's going, but that's the fun part. If you really could control everything, then were would be the fun in that. It would be kind of boring if you asked me, which brings me to another thought. Boredom. Boredom is to me a since of not being challenged, at things. I mean everyone can learn how to do something very easily if you can think it through. But, most people sadly don't even bother with even thinking about the day. I can be guilty of that in some cases, to where I like to space out often and not really think about anything. It's a really neat feeling, cause it allows you to just roam an empty space in your mind, sorta like a nap only without the sleep.
Anyway, I think I have posted enough on me thinking XD, time to come back down to reality and start working on homework and getting things done.
shinigamihaku
~shinigamihaku
This was a very nice existential journal Wolf ^^ I agree with most of the points though you make think you can change completely but you will always have the nagging in the back of your head reminding you of how you once were and how it makes more sense. But I know what you mean with looking in on your life like an outsider to understand why it is you do what you do. ^^ Remember I am always here if you want someone to talk to.
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