(*PROUD SAD SMILE*)

sad smile? oroud sad smile? i dont get it?

The first scene was a special for me based off of my SL avatar... and my Fujin's pony. She lost her fight with a rare cancer (AngioSarcoma) May of 2005. At the end of my online radio shows, I play 'Groovy Kind of Love', our wedding song, as I say good night to her.

gee's .. you just get a breck to forget just a lil bit it seems.. make me more fearful that i wont be able to forget my moms death..im never gonna get over this am i?

...... That's not an easy thing to answer.

Will it get easier to cope with the loss? Yes. Yes it will, over time.

And to paraphrase Beka Valentine, "Get used to death? I hope I never do."