I dont know how long for..
i mean i just dont know what to do with myself. I thought everything was getting better now
I really have hit rock bottom. At-least things will go my way..i hope.

First the uni i wanted to go to so badly says its not running the only course i wanted t do any more *it is the only uni that runs that course in the country*

second my friend tells me one of his family members is a bully and abuses them all.

third, my sister just tried to commit suicide under the influence of alcohol.

I just want a piece of mind, and sorry for posting this on here but i need to get it out of my system