I'm back after 2 hours on the emergency. ^^;
Don't worry i didn't have any accident but a huge attack of depression. I loose conscience after arrive to home. Those depressions are killing me if this continue to bother my life.
And if by any chance i cause troubles on any one of you, i want to show my apologizes for the successful.
And the cause of those attack depressions are from my father's fault for the problems he was causing me.
But now I'm back and better now. ^^;