i care dude. And i hope the burden of your darkess hasn't been bestowed upon you for much longer.

thanks man, I seriously hope that soon I will find someone that will actually be there for me since I was holding out hope for the wrong fucking thing for the last two years...

I dont have your problems, so i cant really give you any witty remark for the jacket.

but man, at least i cared enough to say that.

It's all good man. It's good to vent. That's what this little corner of the internet is here for. I honestly didn't expect anyone to read it much less comment on it. This is just another turn in a long list of stupidly bad shit that has been going on with me for years now. Friends dying, abandoned by people who once cared, although thankfully this time saved from a place that could be equated to a hillbilly country version of hell by two good friends. Honestly if I hadn't... You might not be reading this journal. I don't exactly trust how dark my mind seems to be getting these days. The weight of the past and the bleakness of the immediate future is starting to cloud my mind something fierce.

All in all I thank you that you cared enough to say anything regardless.

Have a taste madame, it has a flavor exactly like dried grapes.