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15 years ago
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I know few, if any will read this, and even fewer will respond, but I need to say it.
I made many mistakes with my most recent relationship. I was/am not mature enough for a serious, long lasting relationship. Maybe my outlook on life, attitude, and generally what makes me me, can't get along for too long with my wolfie, and what makes him, him. However I do know that I love him, I would do anything for him. I am going to spend the next three years, trying to learn from my mistakes, trying to figure out just exactly what I did wrong, what will go away with time and perspective, and what I actually need to work on to change. I have no idea where to start, aside from just admitting that I need to change. I hope that he will forgive me. I hope that he will give me a second chance. I want to start from the beginning again, and do it right this time. But I do not expect to ever get that second chance with him. Maybe all that I did wrong in that relationship will make the ones in the future work better.
I made many mistakes with my most recent relationship. I was/am not mature enough for a serious, long lasting relationship. Maybe my outlook on life, attitude, and generally what makes me me, can't get along for too long with my wolfie, and what makes him, him. However I do know that I love him, I would do anything for him. I am going to spend the next three years, trying to learn from my mistakes, trying to figure out just exactly what I did wrong, what will go away with time and perspective, and what I actually need to work on to change. I have no idea where to start, aside from just admitting that I need to change. I hope that he will forgive me. I hope that he will give me a second chance. I want to start from the beginning again, and do it right this time. But I do not expect to ever get that second chance with him. Maybe all that I did wrong in that relationship will make the ones in the future work better.
You said it in the second sentence hun. You simply need to grow up little more. You want your own life and you want to fit into his, but until you know what is most important to your life that will not be an equal trade off. Look at the disaster that made in my life.
Z
I had more time to go into the mountains while in the navy than any time in my life.
Work on your lower division classes. Get seareous about how you will get paid as an equine physical therapist.
Read philosophy.
Don't be in such a hurry. Play with a few boys. Play with a few girls. Do you want a family? do you want a carer? Do you want both? Do you want to own and run your own company? [this last one does not work well with a family very often]
answer those questions for your self. Bryan did he wanted a carer.
Z.