I was looking forward to mine. Oh well, I can't force you.

I didn't say i wouldn't do it, eventually.

I just said its not fair that you paid and have to wait for me when I can barely even force myself to draw. I'm an ass hole but I'm not like that

Well, you can keep mine. It's not a huge dent in my pocket. I'm pretty patient. I don't want you to force it though...Take your time. Just try to find what inspired you to draw in the first place, maybe it will help.

I'll never have what inspired me in the first place. The dying artist in me is due to a whole slew of reasons its not just as black and white as I don't wish to draw. I will admit whole heartedly that I'm a Video Game addict. Probably the leading cause of artistic procrastination is due to Video games. now I know what you may be thinking, just don't play the games. its not quite that easy when gaming is a hell of a lot more fun then draw. Whats worse is I'm a PC gamer primarily and my gaming rig is what I draw on. So no matter what that temptation is just a click away.

Takes me days and days to do my best arts and they look mediocre to most artist's efforts. I don't find it appealing in the least. What for a handful of views and comments?

You will get your refund if you like it or not my mind is made up. I'm not going to allow myself to be that one artist that people have to wait ages for and wonder if they are even going to get their arts. (Unless your this one person...) I've slowly been turning into this and I don't like it. People may not like me but I do care that they can trust me

Where the fuck is my art? Get off your lazy ass Raptor and give me what is mine

I got what is yours right here!

Your such a bitch

That's Miss Bitch to you Tezzy and don't you ever forget who has the reins here.

Don't loose faith maybe somebody that artistic need will flare up again. Perhaps you just need to not worry about doing these epic arts so much and just do quick fun stuff. No wonder your so burned out when you spend so much time on each art

Reins... I see what you did thar

I dunno. Whats crazy is I have all these ideas for arts I'd love to do. Really vivid and impassioned ideas too. Sadly I cannot get myself to put them to virtual paper. its almost as if I enjoy day dreaming about them more then wanting to actually do them

this journal update got lost in my inbox, so just now seeing it... what a bummer :< maybe in a year you'll get it back, i had paid $7, anytime in the next month you can send it is great. imma be ordering lotsa feathers soon and need digital cashola. :P
i wish you the best of luck....<333

I'm sorry for the let down. I was really hoping the challenge would ignite that spark again. I feel utterly ridiculous

I've been struggling even now with money but you will get your money back. Maybe eventually you will get the art you asked for as well. I still have the details and all via notes.

Again I apologize for any problems this might of caused