"And it won't be long....won't be long". Lyrics from a Neil Young song, in which he sings about writting a letter to all of his friends, thanking them for being there and what not. Maybe someday when I am in my 40's or 50's I will do the same, who knows. No, this isn't going to be an emo or suicidal post, but that song just came to me as I started typing this blog, so I figured I'd bring my thoughts in my mind to this in blog form. Its not very often I write a serious blog, but right now I'm chilling in my apartment today as my beloved KSU takes on KU, and since I'm so nervous about this game I just can't watch it. My dad is home at WaKeeney sick with something, was hoping he would drive on down here to watch the game with me and my sister at Kansas City, but he cannot. Certainly hope he gets better, kinda makes the game somewhat meaningless now. But it just goes to show how much some people can mean to you, whether it really be friends or parents. Still, I believe he will pull through, and will be here in a couple of weeks, so its alright. ^_^

So on this beautiful, 90 degree day I will just write this blog, share some thoughts with you guys and what not and just perhaps give my stance on a few things. Still without a roomie for now though in about 1-3 months Dragox will be moving in, which will be hella fun when he does. We're already planning this sweet uber Video Game Entertainment center that is going to have the Atari 2600, NES, Sega Master System, Sega Genesis, SNES, Virtua Boy(!) PS1, PS2, N64, Game Cube, and Nintendo Wii. Yess, we are video gaming nerds, proudly been one since 1987, thank ya very much. lol. But yea, its going to be super sweet.. Now if only my ex-roomie will come and get her stuff....and the 600 dollars that she owes me. ><

Some of you may or may not know that right now I am mated to a guy. No regrets on my decision to do this it all, I'll just say this much: One thing I never want to do is when I am in my 50's or 60's is to look back at my life and think "I should have...." or "What if...". I'm 26, and thats still incredibly young. Still have my health, my will, energy, etc. I'm completely done with school, I have a bit of free time and money, and nowadays is just the time where I need to discover more about myself, instead of thinking "what if" in the future. So maybe if anything, this can be looked at as an "experimental" thing, but hey, I need to know...no intention of worry about it much later on in life. And if I do indeed love it, then I know I made the right decision in this.

Anyway, thats the first blog...stay tuned for much more today.