Constant memories of the past haunt us all. Love ones gone and passed. Good friends never to be seen again. But all one can do is reflect on these memories, and wonder how certain someones are doing, if they are ok. Just a mindless rant from a hardened heart that has given up, and honestly wants no help. I have locked up my heart never gonna let anyone get5 close to it again unless beyond a doubt they are for sure that one. So let me apologize ahead of time friends and family. I am about to become very cold and empty it's nothing you have done it is issues that I have to resolve on my own. Always have I relied on other people, but it is time for me to learn for myself how to cope with the issues of life and love. Much love to those that have been there. All the ones I consider my sisters and brothers just know that you are the only true family I hold close to my heart. I will be there for you if you need me, but please leave me to my own minds madness. I will not pull you in with and burden you any longer.

Xander "Shattered Raven" Blackheart