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It's scary to think your band is actually going somewhere.
14 years ago
For the most part, this is a journal. Which means not all of the writing contained here
is meant to be a question, shout out, or contest. Just a personal update.
is meant to be a question, shout out, or contest. Just a personal update.
Honestly it is. Usually when you are a person who has a band, they are supposed to get excited and happy
about thier band getting shows and approval. But for me, it's frightening. It's an expectation, something that
you have to go forth and do. I have a Show in Seattle soon for a more popular venue. People will be there to
be entertained and i don't know if i will be able to preform. Do these people care about the music or do they
just want to mosh?
I honestly have always had the though that i would never be that cool kid. I don't have enough skill or knowledge
to be apart of what is ritual among those that have done better. But somehow I've weaseled into that social stigma
that is a norm. I have become someone that people may someday want to be. It's creepy.
I smoke cigarettes and marijuna, play in a band, sit in coffee shops and go on late night adventures with friends. We
have stories to tell and things to play at. We know the cops by name and they know us crazy kids. It's interesting
to toy with the imaginative perception that i am, without even trying to be, cool.
But of course people could call me a setbacked loser who's lucky they haven't been kicked out of thier parents house
for being a transgendered girl.
about thier band getting shows and approval. But for me, it's frightening. It's an expectation, something that
you have to go forth and do. I have a Show in Seattle soon for a more popular venue. People will be there to
be entertained and i don't know if i will be able to preform. Do these people care about the music or do they
just want to mosh?
I honestly have always had the though that i would never be that cool kid. I don't have enough skill or knowledge
to be apart of what is ritual among those that have done better. But somehow I've weaseled into that social stigma
that is a norm. I have become someone that people may someday want to be. It's creepy.
I smoke cigarettes and marijuna, play in a band, sit in coffee shops and go on late night adventures with friends. We
have stories to tell and things to play at. We know the cops by name and they know us crazy kids. It's interesting
to toy with the imaginative perception that i am, without even trying to be, cool.
But of course people could call me a setbacked loser who's lucky they haven't been kicked out of thier parents house
for being a transgendered girl.
You'll do great.
I need to post some music once we have an album out.
It always seemed to me that cool people don't actually try to be cool. They just are by doing what they normally do. Conversely, people who try to be cool turn out to be annoying as fuck. Funny huh?
Lol, Babyfur rockers. XD