Life is certainly not a puzzle by a long stretch, and if it is... it's a puzzle with a gazillion pieces and each piece is a different puzzle. We try to fit things together and figure out why bad things happens... if by fate, chance or simply that shit happens. I have found, that in my own life, bad things happen in three. Always been that way and they're normally exceptionally tragic events, but some are manageable. Has anyone else ever noticed this? They say when it rains, it pours, but eventually the storm has to subside. Is it simply me making myself or is life simply ironic in that way?

I also have amazing luck... or again, maybe it's simply a matter of circumstance. I met a friend through a cousin of mine... and I wanted him to stay. It was sunday and he had school tomorrow. He proclaimed over and over his mother would never let him do it... and yet she happily did without a single question. Coincidence? Funny enough, at that time, her friend who was staying with her told her to let him have a little freedom.

Another instance... same friend, but this time I'm over at his house. Again, he insisted his mother would never let me stay the night. Guess what? She was heading out, and I simply asked if there was a particular time she wanted me to be home. She said not really and that I could stay the night if I wanted.

I've had this sort of things all through out my life. The weird bad things happening in triplets, good luck where normally people say it's highly unlikely to happen. How to explain it. I'm not sure... do I believe there's otherworldly forces guiding us... it's not entirely impossible. I am an Otherkin after all, there's not much I won't agree to be plausible when it comes to spiritual things.

Who knows... maybe there's some grand scheme that we're all unsure of, or maybe we're merely a creation of happenstance.

Isn't this kind of deep thinking so lovely at 4:18 A.M in the morning?