(sigh #1) - so today is pretty much my last day at my current house...tomorrow i spend all day moving...where to you might ask? certainly not a place of my own. oh no, to dear old ma's house...was a last resort option, but whats a dog to do? i've been looking for a full month now and i can't find a single affordable place that would allow two people plus a big ass shepard. and the ones that would allow him? they demand credit checks, which isn't gonna fly since i don't even have credit...so yeah, gonna be living with mommy dearest for a while...

(p.s. theres no internet there so not sure how often i'll even be able to get on here.)

(sigh #2) - my beloved F150, the one that some of you friended me because of, is probably never going to see the open road ever again. My dad non-op'd it. (yeah, it's under my dad's name). He non-op'd it and is putting it in my name. Because it's been non-op'd i would have to smog it if i ever wanna register it again. because it doesn't have any smog equipment it would never pass smog. because it won't pass smog it will never be able to set a tire on any public CA road...it's probably going to be sitting in a field for the next few months until i sell it as a parts vehicle. It's gut wrenching every time i think about it being dismantled or thrashed and abused cus i love that truck to death, but i just don't have the money to save it...the saddest part about this whole ordeal is that it's being replaced by a chevy...a 93' blazer to be exact...sure, it's another free vehicle from my dad but I hate chevy with a passion, and the fact that it died twice on my mom when she picked it up yesterday only inflames that passion...i'm gonna curl up and die in my bed now. goodnight...