Well I promised I would try to keep this log going, at least to record some thoughts.

Well lets see its 12:38 at night, I have been confused about my feelings for some people for awhile now and as people get close and drift off i just want to hit the pause button on their movements. There are 2 furs that live not too far away that I hold in high regard and would love to visit them, but I am too shy. THen there is my mate who seems to come and go as he pleases. The risk we run at liveing 600 miles away. However he is loving and, well, this is prolly too public, but I am a supervirgin. I am almost 19 and I have never even been given an affectionate hug, a small kiss...nope, made out? ha. I haven't even stepped up to the plate as it were. Anyway the reason for saying this is because I want him to have some of that.
Agh
Anyway no one is probabally reading this and I'll try sorting this crap out :P