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Possible good-bye. Not like any of you watchers even care.
14 years ago
Yeah, I'm gonna make a "so-depressed-rant/possible suicide note" journal right now. I don't even know what's what right now.
So, today went horribly as it was. Not only did several friends get into a huge fight, I got pushed up against the wall and felt up by an effing GIRL, and all-around pissy without caffeine, but add on top the opening-night for my play nerves and you've got a ball of stress just waiting to roll down a hill.
Well, right now it's less of a hill and I'm less than a ball.
More like it's an edge of a cliff and I'm a little pebble. So guess what?
I was pushed over the Edge. Yeah, here's were the possible suicide note comes in.
gudf56 Yeah, you're dead. But you'll always be my best friend, tied in place with 
foxx43901. I love you both so much. Sorry...
omnikitsune You're amazingly compassionate and were there for me at my previously-lowest-time-of-my-life. Thanks so much.
d-tail I'll never forget how your verses made me laugh.
Bye, guys. I'll probably quit fA even if I do manage to climb back up to the surface. Or maybe create a new account. I'll tell a few people, sure. But I'll be a nonentity.
Love you all. Thanks if you bothered to read.
--John
So, today went horribly as it was. Not only did several friends get into a huge fight, I got pushed up against the wall and felt up by an effing GIRL, and all-around pissy without caffeine, but add on top the opening-night for my play nerves and you've got a ball of stress just waiting to roll down a hill.
Well, right now it's less of a hill and I'm less than a ball.
More like it's an edge of a cliff and I'm a little pebble. So guess what?
I was pushed over the Edge. Yeah, here's were the possible suicide note comes in.
gudf56 Yeah, you're dead. But you'll always be my best friend, tied in place with 
foxx43901. I love you both so much. Sorry...
omnikitsune You're amazingly compassionate and were there for me at my previously-lowest-time-of-my-life. Thanks so much.
d-tail I'll never forget how your verses made me laugh.Bye, guys. I'll probably quit fA even if I do manage to climb back up to the surface. Or maybe create a new account. I'll tell a few people, sure. But I'll be a nonentity.
Love you all. Thanks if you bothered to read.
--John
Can I do anything to help?